For Firdaous !

This picture is for Firdaous. :D The girl carries books. The boy and the girl walks through each other but they don't see each other. Then, they crash and books fall down. Both of them try to take them and they see each other and... They fall in love..This is the love at first sight and it is very easy :D

About Love

I believe in love but not at first sight. Everyone can love each other. However, love and falling in love is very different. I think about love in Turkish. "Aşk" and "Sevgi". There are big differences between them. You can have the feeling of "Sevgi" to everyone but "Aşk" is only for one or two people during whole life and it is very special.
The first sight is really important but not enough to fall in love. It is important because I believe in that if I don't feel something different to someone when I saw him first time, I only can be his friend. I mean the first sight is important because it is a sign of you can fall in love but "maybe"..
Spending time and having memories with someone can be beginning to fall in love. I think people should know each other because nowadays, a lot of people are lack of being honest and loyalty. Meeting is important because of that. So, I think actions are the most important way to express love because words can tell lie easily but action can't hide anything for a long time.

Today..

Today was usual but also fine. I felt happy during whole day.
We started to have weekly planner. Honestly, I never abide a plan. When I have a plan, I don't want to do it and I can't do. So, I didn't write very exactly true things in my plan because I want to study and if I have this right plan, I won't study. However, I will study this week. I should review my vocabulary journal. Also, I took a book from library last week and I haven't started yet because I was busy last a few days but I will start the book. I actually really love reading.
Weather is so good. I want to be near sea all day. This kind of weather makes me miss sea.

I had a very good day. My two friends who I know them from high school had an exam for university. They couldn't win a good school last year and they tried again. After the exam we met and all day we drove. I just came home. I love being my friends. They make me happy and I have so much fun with them. I feel very relax while I'm with them. I say and do whatever I want. In high school, we were together all day and all week. Nowadays, I miss these days. I want to be with them all day again. So, being whole day with them makes me very very very.... happy. I'm lucky to have these perfect friends. (:

quiz

A few minutes ago, quiz results were told to us. I'm happy about my mark I think it is not bad. 

I noticed that I should work more about True-False parts. Also I should review graph writing. I think it is a little strange that essay and graph writing's marks are different each other. 

Nowadays, I don't care studying. I should care more.

Bad Day..

Today, I didn't go to school because I'm ill. I don't know what happened to me but last night. I suddenly started to throw up. I slept very difficulty. My mom made me a medicine. After I drank it I could slept shortly. It was really bad night. It's not an ilness maybe I just needed to rest. I don't know... And now, I feel better but I'm stiil tired a little.
I had a problem about school and today I didn't go and that problem will be worse I think. They don't accept sick report if I don't stay in the hospital. Last week, I had an argument and probably I will again. We have only 15 hour to not go to school. It's very little and also they always try to make a problem. I think they want us to be in school even we are sick ! Just thinking this problem make me angry, I hope tomorrow I won't have it again. Or I could raise an issue.

Yesterday was tired but also enjoyable for me. My friends and I started swimming and it was excellent. Pool was very clean. It was crowded but most of the people was taking lesson in little pool. We were in big pool and it was not crowded. We swam almost one hour and we decided to continue this activity.
In the evening, I went to Berra to teach her maths. This was second lesson and I felt more relax than first one. Also, I will teach Turkish literature next week. I'm happy about that because it is my favorite lesson and I missed it. It will be a good lesson.
There is a competition in our class to memorize vocabularies and we hope winner will change. (:

Missing Writing

I haven't written anything for myself for a long time. A few years ago from now, writing was very important for me. When I was sad or angry, I always used to write my feelings but now I'm not writing my feelings. I know that I need it. However, I don't know what the problem is. So, I can't solve it. Somethings make me stop. If I start to writing, I won't finish it in short time. It will be very long and everything will be inside it. I think I'm scared of what I will write. But, this situation can't continue forever. One day, I will start again and I will feel really better than now. I just need a very little "inspiration".

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03.03.2011/Thursday

I didn't go to lessons today because I spent a lot of time in doctor. My documents are almost ready.
We have quiz tomorrow. I haven't studied yet and I don't want. It seems to be a long night. I just want to listen to music, nothing else. I'm listening now and I'm sure I will continue listening all night even I'm studying.
Tomorrow, I will probably go to girl who I teach maths and geometry again. By the way, her name is Berra. I'm still feeling stressful about that. I don't know why I feel like this but I hope it's temporary.
And the meaning of this sentence:

 Bir zamanlar altını cizdigim isimlerin simdi ustunu ciziyorum

 Zaman alismayı ogretir untumayı asla

I'm scratching out names which I underlined once upon a time

Time teachs orientate, not forgetting.

It' meanings like there was someone you care so much and he/she did something bad to you and you don't care anymore but you can't forget, just orientate.

02.03.2011/Wednesday

   Today was good but also tired for me. Lessons were fine and we made search for process writing, thesis statement. I think my topic is ready but I’m still not sure. It looks like something is missing but I can’t find where the problem is. I will continue thinking about my topic and thesis statement.

   King’s Speech was watched today. However, I didn’t join that because my friend came to school to see me. So, I was in Café Crown while the others were watching the movie. I know they just watched 30 minutes and I think it’s really bad. I don’t like dividing movie when I watch.

   After the school, my friends and I went to Kadıköy. We will start swimming course that is free because of school. The swimming pool is in Ümraniye. Anyway, we have to have a few documents such as; urinalysis, hepatitis B testing and health certificate. We will go to policlinic tomorrow morning and our bloods will be taken. Urinalysis is ready and I will take health certificate on Monday or Tuesday. The course will start next week on Friday. It seems to be enjoyable.

Focus on IELTS / Page:27

   I learnt a lot of words last 2 weeks. They are very helpful for me because I'm not good at vocabularies. I don't know enough words. So, these new vocabularies will help me in my exams and my speaking. If I review new words regularly, I'm sure I won't forget them.

   I think speaking in classroom is very beneficial because it helps me to concentrate on lesson. Also, if speaking exercise is enjoyable such as playing tabu, it will be more beneficial and funnier. On the other hand, just doing book's exercises make me bored because our IELTS book is so boring. In my mind, IELTS is too difficult but I don't think about that now because I have lots of time to get prepared.